Rains---my life!!!

Listening to the Rain,
with my heart in pain,
my eyes filled with tears,
and the sky is no more clear.

It all starts with a thunder
and moves on with some lightning.
All the clouds start to blunder
and there it starts raining.

Just as the rains,
It all starts with some shouting
and moves on with some fighting.
All of a sudden there is no sound
and tears on our cheeks breaks the hour of silence.

The louder the thunder
more is the rain.
The louder the shouting.
more is the pain.

But it all dries up as the sun shines
and it all ends up as we both smile.

Now everything is back as it was,
the clouds are gone,
the sun is back,
the tears are wiped off,
and I have you in my arms!!!

I need you

Its hard to believe,
that you are so bad,
I know I have been difficult,
but that doesn't mean u be so dead.

We had been together,
for such a long time.
And now the thought of falling apart,
Is so wrong to decide.

We can give it a try,
one more time.
And sort these things out.
so you needn't cry.
I'm sorry for what I did,
and i never really intend to reapeat it.

So give me a chance to spend all my dimes,
in return of ur pleasant smile.
Its just a matter of time,
that we need to make things fine.
So please come back to me,
so i can be alive and feel perfectly fine!!!

When?

When darkness creeps over the setting sun,
and birds go back to their nests,
I sit and wonder,
What am going to do, to be the best...?

Everything freezes for me,
but the time never stops.
And am loosing the opportunity pretty fast,
yet I don't want to be the last.

I try to live unto my dreams,
the dream of being THE Only One,
And yet I am someone,
someone, neither successful nor famous.

What can I do to e what I want...
and lift myself up,
where can i find my answers..?
which are hidden somewhere in this dark world.

When will the sun brighten up in my life,
and embrace the darkness over with its light...?
When will the birds of my will,
come out of their nest
and fly high just as I want my success to be
WHEN???

Am I in love!

Am I in Love,
I dunno why i feel so,
I think about you a thousand times,
But is that because I have fallen for you...?

I can't call it love,
cause I haven't yet seen you.
I can't call it love,
cause I'm not sure what I feel for you.

I smile when I hear you,
I cry when I fear to lose you.
So is this called love???
Am I in love with you?

I don't know why I can't term what I feel for you.
I can't express what you mean to me.
I guess i should take some time to think abt this,
and ask myself again if, I am in love with you...???

My lost pride

Sitting alone with my tears,
Shattered and shocked with fear.
Fear, of disrespect and what lies ahead
and no strength to bear.

It was expectedly unexpected
and I never thought it to be like it came,
my failure in my exams,
A grief of silence within me,
and my eyes filled with tears
I lost the battle of the year,
with no strength to bear the pain.

And I now stand with pain,
which could have been a big time gain,
but it was my negligence
that boosted my confidence so high,
that I never knew I need wings to fly such high.

But yet I have another chance,
A golden opportunity to win back the pride I lost
To win the battle I lost and prove am worthy of what I am
And it is this battle which will decide my future, my destiny!!!

Tears to my rescue!!!

Tears, the only thing i have,
the only thing that speaks for me.
I do bad things and cry,
I feel bad for the things I do and it makes me cry,
Parents shouting, friends hurt me and failure,
the reasons for tears in my eyes...
But why do I cry for all these???
Does it mean i care what they say??
I never know why tears come out...
I never know why I can't control them...
I cry when I'm alone,
which indeed makes me feel the need for someone...
someone who has the answers for my tears
and also the cure to stop them...

But yet my tears make me happy...
cause they are my only companion during my lone period...
and I guess they are one who have the answers to stop them....
And someday they may show me the correct path to have a tear-free life!!!

What you mean to me

Whenever I see you,
Whenever I hear you,
I only think about one thing,
that is LOVE!!!

You mean a lot to me,
You mean everything to me.

I could do anything to see you,
I did give my everything to have your view.

You are my angel, You're my love.
You are too precious, to be lost.

I want to be with you,
Everywhere, all the time.

You have no idea how i live...
without seeing you, without feeling you.

I want your hands in mine,
Want your eyes to look in mine,
I want your heart to beat for mine
but I still wait to see you,
to hear you, to feel you and to love you my life!!!

My friend and foe---my life

Life is meant to be our friend,
but my life ain't my friend.

Friends are meant to give happiness,
but my life never does.
Friends are meant to wipe our tears away,
but my life brings in tears.

Friends are meant to be with us,
But my life never stays with me.
Friends give us our own space,
but my life always asks for more.

Why does it do so...?
I dunno!!!
What can change it...?
I dunno!!!

But someday I hope to be friends with my life,
Someday I hope my life gives me what i ask it for...
and on that i will proudly my life is my best friend!!!

After the Rain has come!!!

After the rain has come,
My life has got lots of turns.

I can't stop thinking of you,
I can't think anything other than you.

Rains, remind me of you,
the moments I cherished with you.

Rains, reminds me the touch,
the touch of your hands in mine.

Rains, brings water on my face,
only to hide my tears away.

But after these rains have come,
I still have the droplets left in my eyes,
which won't vanish,
until I have you in front of my eyes...

sitting alone in dark

Sitting in the dark i often feel;
No one in this world is made for me,
Crying alone with shattered confidence;
no hope and lost expectancy,
so depressed... feel life has closed its doors for me;
and i m ALONE with no1 left to see me.

Half-an-hour of complete silence;
No words.no acts.. Only thoughts..!!!!
then these thoughts take me far away;
so far... that, to return back i find no way,
Riding on their chariot i reach a place;
Where i find only..'WHY...WHY..WHY' the questions in long race,
will these questions be answered or no..??
the answer may be yes..or maybe.. no,
finally there’s only 1 last hope, which brings me back;
‘ God has given life to make something better out of it…
not just to sit and see the negative part of it ’
just as, any simple thing can be interpreted in two wayzz..
one makes you sad while other makes u gay,

and this is what the answer strikes my mind..,
then back to normal am i..
alright and absolutely fine…..