When?

When darkness creeps over the setting sun,
and birds go back to their nests,
I sit and wonder,
What am going to do, to be the best...?

Everything freezes for me,
but the time never stops.
And am loosing the opportunity pretty fast,
yet I don't want to be the last.

I try to live unto my dreams,
the dream of being THE Only One,
And yet I am someone,
someone, neither successful nor famous.

What can I do to e what I want...
and lift myself up,
where can i find my answers..?
which are hidden somewhere in this dark world.

When will the sun brighten up in my life,
and embrace the darkness over with its light...?
When will the birds of my will,
come out of their nest
and fly high just as I want my success to be
WHEN???