My lost pride

Sitting alone with my tears,
Shattered and shocked with fear.
Fear, of disrespect and what lies ahead
and no strength to bear.

It was expectedly unexpected
and I never thought it to be like it came,
my failure in my exams,
A grief of silence within me,
and my eyes filled with tears
I lost the battle of the year,
with no strength to bear the pain.

And I now stand with pain,
which could have been a big time gain,
but it was my negligence
that boosted my confidence so high,
that I never knew I need wings to fly such high.

But yet I have another chance,
A golden opportunity to win back the pride I lost
To win the battle I lost and prove am worthy of what I am
And it is this battle which will decide my future, my destiny!!!

Tears to my rescue!!!

Tears, the only thing i have,
the only thing that speaks for me.
I do bad things and cry,
I feel bad for the things I do and it makes me cry,
Parents shouting, friends hurt me and failure,
the reasons for tears in my eyes...
But why do I cry for all these???
Does it mean i care what they say??
I never know why tears come out...
I never know why I can't control them...
I cry when I'm alone,
which indeed makes me feel the need for someone...
someone who has the answers for my tears
and also the cure to stop them...

But yet my tears make me happy...
cause they are my only companion during my lone period...
and I guess they are one who have the answers to stop them....
And someday they may show me the correct path to have a tear-free life!!!

What you mean to me

Whenever I see you,
Whenever I hear you,
I only think about one thing,
that is LOVE!!!

You mean a lot to me,
You mean everything to me.

I could do anything to see you,
I did give my everything to have your view.

You are my angel, You're my love.
You are too precious, to be lost.

I want to be with you,
Everywhere, all the time.

You have no idea how i live...
without seeing you, without feeling you.

I want your hands in mine,
Want your eyes to look in mine,
I want your heart to beat for mine
but I still wait to see you,
to hear you, to feel you and to love you my life!!!

My friend and foe---my life

Life is meant to be our friend,
but my life ain't my friend.

Friends are meant to give happiness,
but my life never does.
Friends are meant to wipe our tears away,
but my life brings in tears.

Friends are meant to be with us,
But my life never stays with me.
Friends give us our own space,
but my life always asks for more.

Why does it do so...?
I dunno!!!
What can change it...?
I dunno!!!

But someday I hope to be friends with my life,
Someday I hope my life gives me what i ask it for...
and on that i will proudly my life is my best friend!!!

After the Rain has come!!!

After the rain has come,
My life has got lots of turns.

I can't stop thinking of you,
I can't think anything other than you.

Rains, remind me of you,
the moments I cherished with you.

Rains, reminds me the touch,
the touch of your hands in mine.

Rains, brings water on my face,
only to hide my tears away.

But after these rains have come,
I still have the droplets left in my eyes,
which won't vanish,
until I have you in front of my eyes...