sitting alone in dark

Sitting in the dark i often feel;
No one in this world is made for me,
Crying alone with shattered confidence;
no hope and lost expectancy,
so depressed... feel life has closed its doors for me;
and i m ALONE with no1 left to see me.

Half-an-hour of complete silence;
No words.no acts.. Only thoughts..!!!!
then these thoughts take me far away;
so far... that, to return back i find no way,
Riding on their chariot i reach a place;
Where i find only..'WHY...WHY..WHY' the questions in long race,
will these questions be answered or no..??
the answer may be yes..or maybe.. no,
finally there’s only 1 last hope, which brings me back;
‘ God has given life to make something better out of it…
not just to sit and see the negative part of it ’
just as, any simple thing can be interpreted in two wayzz..
one makes you sad while other makes u gay,

and this is what the answer strikes my mind..,
then back to normal am i..
alright and absolutely fine…..

i miss u

Whenever I see you,
Whenever I hear you,
I only think about one think....how much I love u....

You mean a lot to me...
you mean everything to me...

I could do anything to see you...
I did give my life for u...

you are my angel,
You are my love,
You are my world...

I want to be with u...
every where...all the time...

I cant live without being with u....
I cant live without feeling ur touch...

I want your hands in my hands...
want your eyes to look in to mine...
I want ur heart to beat for mine...

But for now I could only wait to see you...to feel you...to love u...